Slow Sunday

Yesterday, i told myself that Sunday will be my movie and stress-buster day.

It didn’t happen.

I was home the whole day long and got nothing to do but to stare and work my eyes
in front of my laptop.

My boring day started after lunch, It was a nice start since the smell of cooked crabs
rose me from bed and seducing me to tear up their shells.

I went online to check the sites i normally go to. There’s Facebook, a gay social network site,
a photo sharing website, my blog and other stuffs…

I planned myself to hit the road by 4pm so i can catch the golden hour of sunset.
but it’s too early so i decided to chat around mIRC, the old school chat hub.
met some guys who wanna go and make out, i was tempted but i opted not to go.. well, i have
my plan for the day so i wouldn’t go to begin with.

I wasn’t able to monitor my time and it’s already 530pm, darn! tinamad na tuloy ako! so
I continued on my chore and waited for dinner to be served, i checked my blog every now and then, taking chance that someone might respond to any that i have posted.. luckily there was one! it’s Lucky13, an email of him blasted on my outlook revealing his number. Alas!
Someone sensible to talk to!

Dinner was served, Lucky13 and I were still exchanging sms..
I promised myself that today should be a photo-ops day, i went outside the village and took some shots.

it’s 1132pm on my laptop… again, Lucky13 and i are still exchanging sms.
a new found buddy…

It isn’t a bad day after all…


Overloaded Planner


rrent iPod song:

Naturally – Selena Gomez

A busy and uncertain week it was…Paper works here, Errands over there and blood tests everywhere!

So many things to do, my planner was overloaded for the week.
From office stuffs to personal issues, i was a bit stressed out!- this can’t be! i have my little cd4’s to take care with!

Came Friday, everything came as what was planned.
now it’s a weekend, there’s a time for me to indulge to happiness!

  • Worked my biceps out… It’s not bad to be hot especially nowadays. 🙂

  • Went to Megamall for a haircut and have my hair colored, i found my new hair cutting hub here a couple of months ago. The thing with this salon… staffs are hot! not the stylist but their assistants, i dont know if they require nicely toned biceps, unique height and that husky look for employement. damn, they shouldn’t be here! well, still it’s a nice eye popping item for me though. 😀

  • Strolled around for any potential buys, my handy planner was with me and thought of buying something for my tech babies, a good dog tag accessory and a new shirt.

My feet was aching tired, movie trip is postponed and will be moved for tomorrow.

Maybe it’s time to revive my photography experiences and for this, a sunset photo shoot would suffice. . Moving forward after this post, i want to use my own photos in my humble blog.

Hey, did i mention that i’m doing this alone? 🙂

Araw ng ODDtingan

April 09, 2010 – Araw ng Kagitingan.

A regular non-working holiday, but for me… it’s twice the pay! 😀
Knowing it’s a holiday, i still decided to visit RITM.
Upon my arrival, OPD door was lokced..
“sigh, pati pala hospital my holiday din…”
I went to ask Kuya Guard and he told me, Ms. Ana just went to somewhere..
I said to myself, “finally, a chance of meeting Ms. Ana”
I saw her and excitedly entered the door and had chikas with the ever famous..
she’s really nice! so nice..
Coming 11am, I decided to leave the institution and tried my luck in Makati Med for a vertigo check up. Just like when Ayala Ave. on a non-working holiday, Makati Med was like a Resident Evil hospital.. they’re on holiday as well..
ok fine, it’s too early for my work shift, i have roughly 3hours to waste.
My viruses were hungry so i went to a nearby McDonalds for small snack, i ordered my favorite Fish burger and salt infused fries and dined outside for a fresh air, non-working holiday environment of Makati.
Few minutes later, just like what i expected, i saw someone i knew…
and he’s a + , he’s quite a popular guy coz he’s mentioned in some blogs, i dont know if didnt notice my presence or if he’s suplado na. but i think he saw me. this made another conclusion for me as even in the PLHIV society, there’s still this uncertainty where superficiality reigns. well, it’s just a personal observation, too many fake personalities i should say. but then again, i dont know…
more than 2 hours remaining, ” where would i go?”
i took a cab and drove the way to Glorietta, time for another Timezone play and window shop.
As i was strolling and went up to the movies area, there’s a booth kind of something and i saw one of my old time crushes.. oh, he’s still cute, nice skin, and hair… i remembered the moment when we were sleeping side by side… kilig for another time! 😀 … that was just sleeping, ok? no other naughty thoughts!
Time to leave the place and head back to office..
F@cK#iT! there’s my bitch EX! together with his bitch bff… argh!
Good thing i was on my best that day, hahah.
Got nothing to do in the office, work load was at low and it’s time to make fun with other officemates. Shared my experiences for the day and it was really fun, im enjoying this life!
Really odd day for me this Araw ng ODDtingan.

Exchanged Numbers

The usual time I go to hit the sheets – 2am/3am

Every 12am i go inside my room with my fully charged laptop. The right time to exhaust the
Li+ ion battery.
I checked a less visited gay personal site and i tumbled upon a single message from elsewhere,
Malaysia to be exact.
As i checked his profile and saw his pictures… oh my god, He’s really good-looking!
Toned body of sufficient height, clean cut hair and chinito! aw.. i really like chinitos.
I know he’s online so i hurriedly replied a message and gave my ym id.
minutes later, someone added me.. and i know it’s him.
Grin here and smile there. ok, start of a great conversation.
a couple of hours later… a pop out of low battery notice appeared.
I guess i have to say goodbye for now, but out of nowhere… he asked for my number.
a nice kick off before i go to sleep!
wooot kilig!

Time Management Master

If boredom could kill, i might be dead…
death from boredom not because of the OI’s.

today was a very slow day, it’s Tuesday… but feels like a Sunday.

I’m filling up my calendar of activities and things to do for the week and it seemed
that i’m pretty free for this week.

What’s in store for this week are,

• Enrollment, reservation and payment.
• Follow up with RITM on Friday. Gonna be exciting, again.
• Meet with friends for a sports event.
• Sunday is free day, might gonna watch a movie. Alone or not.

Voila, that’s it… not too much too do, really!

I’m a master of Time Management. I can almost do anything spontaneously.
Even having lunch, surfing, doing paper works and photo editing all at the same time. wow!

Going back to boredom, lemme kill this… i’m now maintaining my laptop for it’s optimum performance,
watching youtube, checking William Levy and surfing local gay personal sites.. but hey, there’s no one to talk to since everyone’s busy as of the moment, still 545pm MNL and there’s the rush hour.

I have to wait for a couple of hours for things to go in place.

The Functional Groups

Alkanes, Alkenes, Alkynes, Carboxylic Acids, Hydroxyl groups, Amines, Azides and all those
stuffs play a role in each compound for it to be functional.

Yesterday’s experience in RITM was indeed fun,
Well, for an introvert and examiner kind guy like me, observing and watching how people
do their everyday thing is never been exciting.

My watching galore started out when i was in the OPD annex room. My eyes goes from
left to right and up to down searching for something that might entertain me while waiting for the long

1. the first guy who caught my attention was this small guy. not really a small guy, bulges of
biceps and chest flaunt along with his sleeveless shirt.
geesh, one of my weaknesses … great body. :P. As from what i observed, he’s new. he just
filled-out (fill-out ok? since you’re filling out the blanks in the paper and not “fill-up”, a common filipinoism) the orange card and the history thingy. he’s doing the requests for base lining. he
doesnt look good, but hey with that body.. oh my.

2. when i was about to submit my specimen in the clinical laboratory and i was walking along the hallway,
i saw this guy with a striking shirt of striped black and white color. He’s cute, we looked at each
others eyes spontaneously, again and again and again.. i think there’s something between us. i just don’t know if i looked familiar or what. but then again, he’s cute.

3. as im nearing my queue, the door opened and there’s this husband and wife, i said to myself..

“dito ba talaga to or baka naman sa dog bite section to na naligaw?”

when they registered onto the paper, “oh my god, reality bites.. even hubby and wife” and take note, wife is preggy and hubby is good looking.

This made a realization that everybody can be one, another way of moving forward right?

4. my agenda for the day was done, i have lots of time left and its too early for me to
go to makati for my work. i decided to spend my time in the lounge thinking that the tv is on
so i can watch Showtime. I entered the room and saw a bunch of people whose i think having lunch, being a bit suplado i hurriedly searched for a sofa so i can rest. the bunch of people called me and offered their strawberries from baguio — thank god, ice breaker. and the rest is history…

4a. a girl approached me and asked for my name, so we talked about me being new in the
society. A researcher for discrimination, this girl is living with “it” for 13yrs.. to my amazement i started asking out questions and i enjoyed the small conversation.

4b. A petite nun hurriedly and excitedly sat beside me and introduced herself.
“this is getting better, people here are truly nice”
grabbing her notebook, she took down notes of what i am telling her, how nice she is. Convesration
is getting longer and i like it.

4c. another acquaintance was made when i sat beside a guy and did a small talk. He’s from
another province, one of the best places in the Philippines, best beaches and best underground rivers and i’ve been there.

4d. the fun conversation gets even more fun when this gayish girl entered the room. Recently confined for a certain sickness, this gayish girl is still full of energy. Introduced by the petite nun
to everybody, the room is now filled with good vibes. Sharing her stories both here and abroad, being proud of her 64 CD4 making everything stress-free.. i like this girl.

4e. a choreographer was no exemption, he intorduced himself to everbody. i dont know if he’s
straight or not. a bit shy, this choreo is new, just had his confirmatory test and up for baselining.

4f. the wife and hubby, the one i mentioned above. joined the fun conversation.

4g. there’s another chemistry guy from a prestigious school. –he’s the real chemist to be, im

4h. A computer junkie, and we’re from the same school… a school inclined with math, chemistry, physics and other higher math and engineering subjects.

4i. Cute partners, 2 of them of course. They’re new in the institute, a transferee i should say.
they’re cute and again from another prestigious school. how sweet they were.

no need to elaborate, may be you’ll stumble upon them one of these days.. just like the functional groups. these guys play an important role in the society as their diversity and differences show. meeting these guys was truly an experience, one good thing about this conversion, you’ll get to know tons of people reacting from one another to create a grateful system of friendship.

Excited State

When Electrons’ energy level is above its Ground State, we can conclude that it is EXCITED.
— how Quantum Chemistry affects everyday life.
Tuesday, April 6 2010 … A totally different day that marked my calendar.
This is the day of my first CD4 grade … and not to my expectations, other surprises.
On my previous blog, I can’t sleep… I tried to close my eyes, engulf a big grasp of air and relaxed.
But it didn’t work, My eyes were closed and yet my conscious mind flew my head of the thing thats
going to happen for tomorrow… in RITM.
Set my alarm clock for 730am and off i go…
Woke up around 6am but it’s too early, hey i should be throwing off myself by 730am.
I took my short breakfast, a nice cold shower and prepared my stuffs.
I left the house by 820am anticipating myself to be in Alabang by 9am or so.
Even my ipod can’t blur all the things thats instilling in my mind on what’s gonna happen
since i’m alone. I don’t know if im excited to see the results or excited coz it’s another challenge for me to do something on my own… and there you go, Butterflies on my stomach!
Im now walking onto the small and short isle of the building and saw a lot, i mean A LOT of children screaming for mama and crying for the needle shot for their dog bite.. GAWD!
I entered the OPD annex door and saw the nurse who attended to me during my first visit,
a bit of sigh for me coz finally i know someone in the room! As my observant eyes roam the
small room, i saw another friend of mine… another sigh!
ok then, it’s time for my agenda… “For Follow-up and CD4 result pls.. R10-xxx”
Results were — CD4 282
“ok, 282… at least not 2 or 6”
im happy with it, 3 digits is not bad.
If you’re gonna ask me, i’d rather take arv’s instead.
Side Effects or OI’s? —- Side Effects, of course!
How is it gonna be taking Truvada, Kaletra, Isentress, Atripla, Bevirimat etc taste like?
hahaha, In my dreams… I know, I know… 1st line first.