I think I’ll quit Portrait photography. Nothing is really happening. I think I am trying to hard.

I really hope to be a magazine photographer. But the thing is… it’s not right on track.

I have models – I don’t have location
I have location – I don’t have models
I have a shoot – I don’t have the equipment
I have the equipment – I don’t have shoot
I have all – I don’t have the chance

Really frustrating. I think I need to go back to Landscape. Chance is not not giving me to improve and hone my skills. Heartbreaking. All I do is just stare at those high fashion magazines, eating my heart out.

My portrait lens was just a waste. It seems I need to sell this and buy an Ultra-Wide angle one.

I’m depressed.