Weekend Bail Out

Since it’s a weekend, let’s set aside the stresses…

Saturday and I can’t believe that I am a loser. I usually go out of towns, dine out, play sports, challenge Timezone Tekken 6 hotties, pig out and go food tripping, watch movie or any outdoor activity. Outdoor ok, meaning… not inside the house. But what now? I’m in my bed with my laptop connected to my wifi and doing nothing.. such a loser. It seems that my friends are too busy or me being too lazy to invite them on a date out.

Well, to start if off.. I’m having fever! not really high-grade. just feverish feeling with chills and a bit headache resembling a true fever.. wow, that’s a lot of the word “fever”. This is one of the main side effect of Nevirapine, the dreaded and frightful ARV since it can splash you out with rashes making you ugly or maybe uglier. 🙂 Good thing my body reacted with fever and not with rashes. Whew! So I have to stop taking it. But of course, I need to continuously take Lamivudine + Zidovudine. I texted D regarding this since he has the first line experience with this kind. haha and yeah he said to stop taking it. Ate Ana asked me to drop by RITM on Tuesday, I’m gonna redeem Efavirenz in exchange of Nevirapine. Hmmm, another dreadful ARV. I wonder how does it feel to have this “vivid dreams” side effect with Efavirenz.

Since am not doing anything, I tried researching the ARV’s. As I skim and scan Wikipedia, I felt something really dramatic.. I’m missing Organic Chemistry!!! Missing the old days.. I took 2 Organic Chemistry classes and I did enjoy the curriculum. How to name the organic compound, how to synthesize the compound, what reagents to be used and yada yada yada.. I know it may sound geek and too schoolish.

It’s quite surprising that there are some “non-reactive” to gp41 and gp120 guys reading my blog.
gp41 and gp120 are the proteins found on the outer layer of the morons. Hmmm, maybe i’ll have a quick rundown of my knowledge on this stuff. It’s quite alarming that even those “reactive” or HIV + guys don’t or have a limited background regarding some stuffs. I have a pos friend and he doesn’t know what is Azithromycin for. Wow.

Wants some lesson? 🙂

Sunday’s plan is already alloted. Gonna go out with D and K. Might watch Inception and dine out. I don’t know, It’s up to them.

Somebody messaged me on my “positive-account” in Planet Romeo, he wanted us to be friends. Ok, no problem. We can try. We talked about the usual stuffs and it came to a point that he shared his photo. He’s cute, i can feel he’s Chinese and doesn’t know how to speak the native tongue. I’m still doubtful of giving mine since, of course, my identity and I’m scared of humiliation. It seems he’s naive to HIV and really wants to know more about it. Well, he got me.. I gave my “normal-account” and saw my photos.. and then all of a sudden he’s talking like an expert. He even asked if I know Ate Ana, Shola, Ate Ellen and the rest of the gang in RITM. I was really surprised, why and how in the world you know them.. “By the way im not HIV +”, he said. So how come? I got bothered with him and never replied to any of his queries. Then, minutes after.. He sent another message.. “Let’s have sex!” . Hmmm, suspicious.. I wanna block him but it might trigger something so I just ignored him. Tsk, Sayang.. He’s so hot pa naman. :))

And now, I’m looking for mates to talk to.. It seems that everybody is busy on their gimiks.

Ta!

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Slow Sunday


Yesterday, i told myself that Sunday will be my movie and stress-buster day.

It didn’t happen.

I was home the whole day long and got nothing to do but to stare and work my eyes
in front of my laptop.

My boring day started after lunch, It was a nice start since the smell of cooked crabs
rose me from bed and seducing me to tear up their shells.

I went online to check the sites i normally go to. There’s Facebook, a gay social network site,
a photo sharing website, my blog and other stuffs…


I planned myself to hit the road by 4pm so i can catch the golden hour of sunset.
but it’s too early so i decided to chat around mIRC, the old school chat hub.
met some guys who wanna go and make out, i was tempted but i opted not to go.. well, i have
my plan for the day so i wouldn’t go to begin with.

I wasn’t able to monitor my time and it’s already 530pm, darn! tinamad na tuloy ako! so
I continued on my chore and waited for dinner to be served, i checked my blog every now and then, taking chance that someone might respond to any that i have posted.. luckily there was one! it’s Lucky13, an email of him blasted on my outlook revealing his number. Alas!
Someone sensible to talk to!

Dinner was served, Lucky13 and I were still exchanging sms..
I promised myself that today should be a photo-ops day, i went outside the village and took some shots.

it’s 1132pm on my laptop… again, Lucky13 and i are still exchanging sms.
a new found buddy…

It isn’t a bad day after all…