Holidays and Crushes

May 3, 2010 – Rescheduled Labor Day holiday, everyone was enjoying their vacation..

Me… Double the pay! woohoo. Less traffic, Sea side aroma of Makati, Quiet Ayala Av.. This is
what I like most when holidays.

It was just an ordinary day for me, yet another mood swing though.
It flushed into my mind every detail of my past that led me to this, another regret session for me.
I know… I’m so full of drama, eh bakit? I wont go deep into details coz it might start another swing for me.

May 4, 2010 – Tuesday, I went to RITM to have my legs checked up … AGAIN for the nTH time.

This is really pissing me off, no more wow legs for.. scars scars and scars. If you’re wondering what is it, Furunculosis. Small ones. These led me to being diagnosed as positive.
2weeks ago, I went to RITM’s Dermatology section for this to be checked. Out of disappointment, My legs are still suffering from it. I went to OPD a while ago coz I might have the chance to request a Co-Trimaxazole prescription for these bugs to go away… Success!
but I forgot to have my mouth checked for possible thrush, JUST POSSIBLE, ok? or maybe I’m just too paranoid about it…

I went to the lounge and saw a handful of people, there’s Au – another day that the lounge would be noisy. Stuffs of new girls and guys and some old time friends like the gayish girl B and sweetheart J and a cute guy J. I also enlisted myself for their self empowerment training though … though I think for myself that im already empowered!

i might go back on Thursday for another check up.

Office – I was late, 4th day of the month and I’m late. tsk
So i was already badtrip when I was along Ayala Av., but but but… my thoughts went to Elysian fields when I saw my long time crush. Hahaha! for the longest time.. Another one when I went to McDo Valero, there’s Manager D.. haaist.

I almost said and confided everything with my boss when he asked what happened to me the previous months since my performance in the office was not that good…
good thing, i know how to travel in zigzag… though i think he has the thought.

gosh! it’s 127am and it’s very humid! temperature’s rising…
i wanna take a bath!



Finally, I’m done with the day’s busy works…

It’s weekend, why busy? ….

Did some photo shoots for a company event. It was a boner experience, yes it really was!
5 hours of sleep, then off to another activity.. after several hours then off to work…
It was my boss’ birthday so expectedly, BOOZE till 4am! grabe.. I’m so tired and sleepy.

Saturday, I prepared myself for a date with a friend.. went to see Iron Man 2 in IMAX and a dinner left us so full that we can’t even play in timezone.

Went home around 2am and still not done with the post-processing of the photos from the previous shoot!

Now, I’m done.. a BIG SIGH.

I remember what my professor said,
“you can be busy as long as you know how to prioritize so you can do them effectively”
fine, well said.. it pays to listen to your boring college professor.

Today, someone messaged me in a gay personal site, he said “I’m positive too”
Ok, prove it.. “latest cd4 count of 340+, lamivudine/AZT and efavirenz …”
fine, let’s talk over ym.

He’s from Mandaluyong and health hub based in Makati Med.
Wow, rich kid eh.. I used to be Makati Med as well, but hey there’s a cheaper and more practical option then why not. He’s too “in the closet” what I mean, he doesn’t know anybody else who’s positive aside from me. He doesn’t know RITM either… well, He’s now my friend so I can let him enter in the the world.

Another one from Today, I tried answering personality questions..
long questionnaires with different choices led me to this …
101% accurate!!

Introvert – I really don’t initiate, I’m a BIG TORPE, no wonder I can’t approach my crush 😦
Sensing – I observe a lot, my eyes go round and round when there’s a lot of people, no wonder why I see someone I know before they even see me.
Thinking – obviously. I think, organized manner, think before act
Judging – I’m quite unsure with this.

Kinesthetic – maybe more on movement, no wonder I love ball games. even a varsity when I was in highschool.
Visual/Spatial – visual learner!
Naturalist – I love nature and pets.
Mathematical – i love math, chemistry and other sciences.. Engineering to be exact. lols

Now you know my attitude/personality/mood.

Overloaded Planner


rrent iPod song:

Naturally – Selena Gomez

A busy and uncertain week it was…Paper works here, Errands over there and blood tests everywhere!

So many things to do, my planner was overloaded for the week.
From office stuffs to personal issues, i was a bit stressed out!- this can’t be! i have my little cd4’s to take care with!

Came Friday, everything came as what was planned.
now it’s a weekend, there’s a time for me to indulge to happiness!

  • Worked my biceps out… It’s not bad to be hot especially nowadays. 🙂

  • Went to Megamall for a haircut and have my hair colored, i found my new hair cutting hub here a couple of months ago. The thing with this salon… staffs are hot! not the stylist but their assistants, i dont know if they require nicely toned biceps, unique height and that husky look for employement. damn, they shouldn’t be here! well, still it’s a nice eye popping item for me though. 😀

  • Strolled around for any potential buys, my handy planner was with me and thought of buying something for my tech babies, a good dog tag accessory and a new shirt.

My feet was aching tired, movie trip is postponed and will be moved for tomorrow.

Maybe it’s time to revive my photography experiences and for this, a sunset photo shoot would suffice. . Moving forward after this post, i want to use my own photos in my humble blog.

Hey, did i mention that i’m doing this alone? 🙂